This is my personal blog site about the universe and spirituality. It's dedicated to my princess.  The constant ghost beside my bed.

(01.03.2025) This website of blogs was started in December of 2021, with my first blogs about “Am I still Catholic”, where I dug into...

There’s a spiritual theory that I heard today that basically says that earth is a warzone between the fallen angels and the loyal angels....

(From a letter to my sister, Anne. Dated 04.20.1996. I was in my third and last school for the navy program that I was in. Life was the...

(From a letter to my sister, Anne. Dated 03.01.1996. I was in my third and last school for the navy program that I was in. Life was the...

(A five part poem to explain my transformation from hardcore religious to hardcore spiritualist) Part 1: Leaving the Road It all began...

12/07/2023 I. From Google research Gnosticism is a collection of religious ideas and systems that blended in the late 1st century AD...

Gnostics tend to believe that there are multiple gods, including a supreme, transcendent god (that is not located within space and time)...

(08-11-2023) If I was at the end of my spiritual journey, this blog would be a great way to end the story. However, I still have so much...

Star Date 06.13.2023 I was sleeping on the floor of someone’s room. I think it was my cousin Alison but it’s sketchy now. From the floor...

Star Date 05.17.2023 I was wearing a body camera (like in the show “The Rookie”) and I was shot in the stomach while trying to break up a...

My entire life, when I prayed for something. I always ended with, if it’s Your (God’s) Will. So, basically I was always saying “I want...

After several years of soul searching, to determine where I stand in my Catholicism verses my universalism, I believe I have stumbled...

12-07-22 What is Heaven and where is it located? That is a question that almost everyone throughout history has tried to answer and have...

09-12-22 When you were here you were my guide I always knew what to do without a second thought Any decision about anything just came and...

09-02-22 Fate is weird. Star Wars was spot in with alot of things. Was it Luke's fate to be dark or light? Did he change his fate? Was...

08-31-2022 Terminator 2 was wrong. The future is set. We don't make our own fate. I’ve always believed, at every point in my life, that I...

(6-14-22) Star Wars is super spiritual whether Lucas meant it or not. The force is the energy all around us. Most humans don't notice...

(6-14-22) Jesus was magic in the sense that he performed acts that weren't possible within earth's laws of physics. The word "magic" has...

Death and reincarnation are widely discussed topics with widely diverse viewpoints. Most people have views on both based on their...

(6-11-22) I believe in God. I believe that God is outside of humankind’s concept of space and time and created the universe, and...